21. F Christmas
I think today qualify as the christmas that I wish that I wasn’t with my family. Probably wish I was away from every one just by myself, enjoying life alone.
I think today qualify as the christmas that I wish that I wasn’t with my family. Probably wish I was away from every one just by myself, enjoying life alone.
I only met you twice, during those two times I had a wonderful time being with you. I will miss you dearly.
Both parents going back to vietnam. I wish them the best of luck there :)
I care so much about you, yet I remain by your side as a friend. Even though my dreams are filled with only you I can’t bring my self to possibly destroy our friendship. What should I do…
We say were best friends after going through the same experience together, at the time that was probably just a way to cover up the pain we felt or I, I don’t even know if she was hurt. Perhaps just pretending and going along with the scene. I guess I finally moved on and accepted that I’m not the ‘one’. I think I actually getting used to being alone the whole time, it gives me a sense of freedom of doing what ever I want.
its not because we are completely different in every way. That we weren’t able to bond during our childhood because of how he constantly ‘made fun’ of me even though he was the younger brother, I wonder why I’m too nice to hit my brother like every other sibling in the world does. At times in my life I really wished I was had a better brother than my current brother. He happens to mock everything I do while I remain quiet about his life. Why is it when I see other brothers and sisters their so close to one another, where as my brother doesn’t even feel like he is my brother. We barely talk to each other around the house, we just live on our lives acting like family…
I’ve been volunteering for like 2 years now, and I think I’m finally starting to get bored of it. The volunteering itself is still kinda fun, its just everything else that surrounds it. I think I might want to actually participate in the events that I volunteer for. I usually go to volunteer events to get free stuff, but even now I’m beginning to get bored of it. Maybe I just need something else in my life.
